authors that may save me and i need to go after (more):

carson mccullers, susan sontag (!), anne carson, julia kristeva, judith butler, sandra cisneros, kay redfield jamison, audre lorde, bell hooks (always!), maggie nelson, rebecca solnit, clarice lispector, emily dickinson, alison bechdel, margaret atwood, toni morrison, jamaica kincaid, anne sexton, miranda july, gertrude stein, mary shelley, mary-louise von franz, flannery o’connor, marina tsvetaeva, patti smith, eileen myles, sylvia plath, jeanette winterson, vita sackville-west, virginia woolf, wisława szymborska, sarah manguso, helen oyeyemi, sophie calle, adrienne rich, willa cather, rupi kaur, joan didion, patricia highsmith, ursula k. le guin, arundhati roy, isabel allende, jessa crispin, nina auerbach, nicole krauss, alice notley, anna akhmatova, the brontë sisters, ellen willis, catherine barnett, sharon olds, lyn hejinian, warsan shire, nayyirah waheed

etc etc etc

I got a big dream, small world in between Me and everything I can’t do