blue mornings and black dark nights

this is how it starts, for when i am

sad about the decisions i had to take

pink and purple were what i was aiming for

a sunrise – perpetual, as the quote goes

i went to your embrace and all i got

to give was this lousy letter i wrote

i wanted so much more & beyond

i thought about forever, but i never

allowed myself to say it – there was the

now always on the way. no, not the now

but definitely the when & where,

and what is now if not when & where

it happens.

it happened. it happened. it happened.

it really did, because i carry it with me.